Wednesday, January 07, 2004

Here's the question...Do you have to miss someone to actually know you love them? I've lived here about five years...and although this country has taught me many good things it has also slowly taken away the one thing we correlate with being Indian...dependancy...i just looked up the spelling of the word at dictionary.com and it came out to be: something dependant or subordinate...now ignoring the second part of that line...i think the meaning of that line sum's up everything i want to say...you can't really, truly rely on someone being there...so yeah i am independant...and yeah i dont miss people..i think i have learnt to move on quickly...almost expecting a bump in the road, another person taken away from your life...not because of any unforseen circumstance...but because...we are here...things change on a semester to semester basis...so how are we supposed to have that one best friend who will always be there with you and share with you every second of the minute, hour, and day. Am I cold? selfish? or simply practical? or maybe nothing at all...maybe im an Indian who has been in non-Indian conditions way to bleeping long!


Hey you know i'm playing right...I still love you all...

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