Good Times!

Damn! I love this place...I was in Minneapolis for thanksgiving...and didn't have a car...so hung out at home...my uncle and aunt were never home...so i stayed home...four out of the six days...spent a total of 3 hours working out...two days with my best friend...doing nothing....just hanging out...and decided to come back a couple days early! Even though priya said that we were supposed to go shopping, go out and go snowboarding over the weekend...i just had to come home...i spent two days with her...but all we did was argue and fight and fight...didn't get along with her...loved it! It was just like it always was! When I went to school there...we were always fighting...over stupid things...both of us being stubborn didn't help the situation...both of us hate saying sorry...or never believe that we did anything wrong...so yeah...it was just like old times...so i decided to come home! Couldn't take anymore of her bickering...hahaha.....she would kill me if she ever read this...but i feel closer to her now...isn't that wierd...anyways...we had this wierdness the last few times we met...i guess it was just some kind of attraction...coz...shes been my best bud for a while...and i have been the same for her...and i guess...i did start to think of her as the ONE! But now I don't...i know where i stand with her...who she is for me...and it was great talking to her last night...and just spilling everything out to her...all my daily crushes...hookups everything...something i hadn't done for a while...fearing...WE might take a step back...but i love this here...she is great...she is perfect...she's just not the one for me! I love having a clean slate...FINALLY! I love starting from scratch! I love not knowing...or wanting someone! It's liberating!

And yeah...I LOVE THIS CITY...it might be the ghetto'est of towns in america...but damn! I love the people I've met here

Inspiration

So i'm sitting here...on my desk...typing on my computer...not knowing what i'm about to write about...except for the fact the inspiration is the thing i want to write about...it just sounds right...i want to know what inspires you! what motivates you...to do what you do...i need some myself now...i finished chapter 3 in my thesis two days ago...and i'm stuck...two full days and one paragraph added...it sucks to have to try and write...it would be nice to finish it though...so talking about inspiration...i saw a very inspiring one this weekend...Veer Zaara...inspiring in many ways...inspired me to get back home quick...there was this one song...about how great things are back home...and really...we never really think about it but things are great back home...sure you don't drive the best car around...you don't live in a mansion...but there is this one thing that you can't put your finger on...but you can sense it around you...it's an uplifting feeling...we forget that when we come here...we forget what it feels like and get intoxicated by what this country has to offer...i am...i am inspired to get that back...to feel that again...but first i need to finish this damn thesis